so i've finally decided to leave. i just hope things get better from here. it's like i'm going into a completely different world, everything's going to change. i feel burdened with guilt, i'm hurting a lot of people with this decision. at the same time though, i'm making another lot of people very happy, and hopefully myself. i worry that things might not be better...maybe i'll regret it? just thinking about what my father and stepmom are feeling right now makes me cry. i just hope that it's worth it. if not, i don't think i'll be able to forgive myself. i'm trying to focus on being happier and more fulfilled, but at the moment it's not working. guess there's no going back now anyways, so it doesn't matter. atleast i still have the rest of my life ahead of me to make it up. *sigh*
Wildflowers
You belong among the wildflowers
You belong in a boat out at sea
Sail away, kill off the hours
You belong somewhere you feel free
Run away, find you a lover
Go away somewhere all bright and new
I have seen no other
Who compares with you
You belong among the wildflowers
You belong in a boat out at sea
You belong with your love on your arm
You belong somewhere you feel free
Run away, go find a lover
Run away, let your heart be your guide
You deserve the deepest of cover
You belong in that home by and by
You belong among the wildflowers
You belong somewhere close to me
Far away from your trouble and worries
You belong somewhere you feel free
You belong somewhere you feel free
2 comments:
You're doing the right thing... You know it to. Don't worry about the other people, for once be selfish, think about yourself. YOU are going to be happy, YOU want to go, YOU think its the right choice. So what does THEIR opinion matter?. I really like the poem... Its touching.
I really should have realized that those are lyrics...
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