Wednesday, June 6, 2007

disconnected

ok, so i finally broke down and created a "blog". what the heck does "blog" mean? is it in the dictionary?

One entry found for blog.
Main Entry: blog
Pronunciation: 'blog, 'blägFunction: nounEtymology: short for Weblog: a Web site that contains an online personal journal with reflections, comments, and often hyperlinks provided by the writer - blog·ger noun - blog·ging noun

ok, i guess so. anyways, sitting in my new house, on a plastic crate that really makes me miss my computer chair. it's cold in here, and i feel sick. i feel stupid for posting thoughts online. who's going to read them? no one. i'm a loser. i like people from my new school (bridges), but even there i sometimes feel disconnected. looking around at everybody elses "blogs" (i'm really starting to hate that word), i realize that i'm not very important. it's nice to feel important sometimes, but really, when school is out, if you're not good friends with those people and see them regularly, they forget about you. yea, i have other friends, but why do i crave to be accepted by my school peers? maybe i subconsciously want to be popular? that's scary.

7 comments:

Godlord2 said...

You kinda seem like you think you're unpopular. Believe me, I don't think most people will be forgetting about you for a long time. Me included. So next time you feel like this, just remember that people do care about you. And I agree, blog is a bad word. Just call it a journal or diary. Bye.

Manuel Sinister said...

Lol, I am happy that you finally decided to start "blogging". I have to agree that it is a very odd word. I think that even though you don't want to admit it, you are popular. There is no one in our school that doesn't like you, and no-one is to be forgetting about you soon. If you're worried about losing contact with friends over the summer try to contact them. Rather than waiting for them to make the first move, make the first move yourself...

elizabeth said...

making the first move always seems to get me into trouble :P

Manuel Sinister said...

Sometimes it can pay off... You just have to ask yourself whether or not its a risk your willing to take...

elizabeth said...

whats your yahoo, brandon? obviously you're online

Manuel Sinister said...

bogiess_89@yahoo.com
bbugner@aol.com
brandon.bugner@wincanamerica.com

That last one is my work messenger. I am rarely on it, and would appreciate if you didn't tell too many people what it is...

Manuel Sinister said...

Oh yeah, I left a new post I want you to read...